chingching -ing

tonight is one of the nights i dont feel like studying (not at all rare), and dont feel like sleeping (very rare) been thinking about certain things. how i have been pretty occupied these past few months. and i havent been available to certain people i should have. sorry.

realization is the first step kn :)

i miss my mom's long emails - havent been emailing her much, asyik wat mcq je ;p
i miss talking to maya - she's busy all the time now. and when she's free, i think she deserves more time with her husband.
i miss my friends who live far away now - we only meet in college, for short intervals of time
i miss catching up with nab - she's busy nerding away ~ which is a good thing ;)
i miss raman - even further away
i miss my jumari jipans - cyber is too far away from civilization. and my holidays are not timed the same as theirs
i miss petiti - si tue cantek
i miss the narcissistic weirdo going thru menopause - i know u miss me too

cant wait to be home for raya ~ but i dont want Ramadhan to end.

countercurrent mechanism is confusing but damn interesting! my brain cells are going ching ching! ;)

A Ramadhan miracle ;))

sometimes God grants our wishes as soon as we ask for it. sometimes He postpones it a little while. sometimes He doesnt give it to us in this world. Sometimes He will 'gantikan dengan yang lebih baik'. All because He knows what we do not. He knows whats best for us. So do not despair if we do not get what we ask for. it proly wouldnt benefit us in any way. and i've learnt to not be too spesific in my doas. to ask for whats best for us is sufficent enough. insyaAllah.

yesterday i asked for an Ethan to go.
today i got 3 little 'ethans' =)
He 'gantikan dengan yang lebih baik'.. =))

to see pictures, go to nengneng's blog. =)

life really is full of ups and downs. ;)