a fresh start

its amazing how God plans things for you. how He makes things happen without you realizing it. its very often that i forget that everything has it's hikmah. everything happens for a reason.

met someone who has changed alot in me all in a week. changed my perception of life and how its suppose to be. and changed my perception about how and why we should be of use in this world. all without meaning to do so :)

sometimes a fresh start is all you need. sometimes you just need someone to tell you that you can do it. and all you need is a little push. a little understanding. a little empowerment. getting out of your comfort zone and being reminded of your worth.

setting your priorities straight

is much easier said than done.

haih.

'the fact that you dont seem to care,
pierces me like a knife on a dare'

i forgot.

" Invite to the way of your Lord with wisdom (revelations of the Quran) and the best of speech; and argue with them in the best of ways and most gracious..."

[16:125]

we forget.

its done!

yesterday was the last day of my pre-clinical studies. as much as i am looking forward to a new phase, and at last meeting real patients i can interact with,im dead afraid of not being able to reach my standards and dissapointing the people who matter.Thank God for the few months before actually starting, giving me a chance to buck up,insyaAllah.

the saddest thing would be having to part with some people who have made my 3 years here unbelievably beautiful. :( Thank God for photographs. :)

i need to realize that there are some things i cannot control and probably have no say over. its in my nature to worry about everything to do with my loved ones though.but sometimes, all that can be done is to pray that everything goes well.

on a happier note, will be spending more time with Red now! its amazing really how something so small can have an effect so big on everyone who meets him. its funny how i can rudely be woken up by his shrieks yet start laughing the moment i see his tiny fists trying to punch me. and after a loooong while of screaming his lungs out and throwing a tantrum while the milk is being made and cooled, and after he's full and pushes the bottle away, he'll suddenly start giving you his most charming smiles accompanied by the gile cute dimples and you'll just feel like biting him. Pandai tau budak kecik tu. im sure when he grows up,he can get away with anything with that smile. cant wait to bring him swimming and playing badminton. ok la, maybe badminton will have to wait. :)

lalalala..just the thought of him has lifted up my mood. this boy is a drug!

"Seeing you mother Eliot, my definition of love changed."
~ Matt Mooney to his wife Ginny :)

love

All mothers are rich when they love their children. There are no poor mothers, no ugly ones, no old ones. Their love is always the most beautiful of joys.

What is the life of this world but amusement and play? but verily the Home in the Hereafter,- that is life indeed, if they but knew! The Quran: 29:64