need a break

its been a while since my last post. there are days when i have loads to write about but no time to actually do it. msk is definitely a heavy block. all the muscles n nerves n arteries. i hate having to memorize. i find it easier to understand concepts and use common sense. i guess its because im very much a 'last minute studying' kind of person. and to memorize, u cant do it at the last minute. =/ i failed the last test. hah. yep. didnt expect to though. but Alhamdullilah, it came at the right time i guess. theres still 2 weeks to finals. at least i got my wake up call. i was beginning to be too complacent. bad bad. 

im not a very competitive person. in fact, i dont think im competitive at all. and im beginning to see the bad effects of being that way. but how do you force yourself to be competitive?

im going a little off track. need to get back on the horse. get back in the game.

yesterday's seminar was quite informative and somewhat motivational. i really really like Dr Azlan. hehe. i can relate to him better than any of the other speakers. he failed his anatomy during his master's. haha. but he's a great ortho surgeon now. he wasnt the 'consistent studying' kind. he didnt memorize every single detail in the books. he used a lot of common sense. which is what i like to do as well. 

i am very much behind in world news. i feel bad that i dont know whats going on elsewhere in the world. as much as i know i should care about the politics in malaysia right now, i really really dont. i've never really understood politics. to many creases i have yet to iron out. im just praying that all will work out for the best.