rusting brain

wookay!

u know how i know i havent been layan-ing my blog for too long?
first,i forgot my blog address thing. i had to go to abel's blog and click on the link to mine. haha.
then, i forgot my username n password pulak. i had to try numerous times. at last, i remembered that i wrote the details in my old tattered notebook which took a few minutes to look for.

its not that i havent had anything to write about. God knows i have tons to comment on..its just that lately, i've been having a problem with words. they dont seem to come out as i want them too. and its frustrating really..not being able to spill out all thats piling up in my tiny brain. so im forcing myself to write now. bear with me. =)

holidays are coming to an end.

a part of me is excited to start 2nd year. start using my brain again. stop being an antisocial. stop sleeping excessively. i miss old town. i miss the lake where secrets spill out. i miss my sisters =) and im loving our new apartment. i love the new big bed! and the room is always2 cool. and i love all my new housemates. (yes,..all of them =p)

another part is dreading it. cause i love being home. although at times its boring. and i find myself wondering aimlessly around the house. looking for things to do. people to disturb. petiti is always the victim. since she's the only one i can carry. heh. i love the feeling of being close to my parents. and the never ending supply of fruits in the kitchen. i love the coffee at home. and i love saturday night visits to larkin.

if only i could merge these two beautiful worlds together. haihh..

oh! btw..im going to be adding a chatbox here soon. and im thinking of spicing up this page. adding more colour perhaps?
since someone said even people at wooden houses (loosely translated) have websites.
=p =p =p
but i actually like my clean page. simple. kan? but i will add that chatbox la. u just wait! =p

i'll think of more interesting topics to yap about later. durian time! =)