its an amazing thing - friendship =)
its wonderful how a close friend can understand what ure saying without u saying it
how u cannot act in front of them, because they see right through u
how they love to tease and make fun of u..but you know they dont mean it
its great that i can call any one of them up in the middle of the night just to drink and talk
i used to think i was acting. i was pretending to be happy all the time. i didnt let my problems affect me. like i was wearing a mask or something. but now that i think of it, i kinda like this mask on. im thinking its already glued on and wont ever come of. and thats ok.
some people think its cool to be cold and cynical. i really think its not. why make ur life miserable when you have the choice to make it happy. i believe happiness is a choice. no one has a perfect life. its how u take it. how u deal with it. however, lotsa people like to make excuses. (myself included) we make excuses for the stupid things we do. just so we'd feel less guilty and ok doing it.
this past year,i think i've made a number of really really good friends who i can count on no matter what. they have their shortcomings. who doesnt? but they always always come through in the end. and i thank God for that. it is such a blessing =D
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really thoughtful. makes me think very deep :)
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